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hmmm...last night was odd.
my new crush, jeff (who just transfered here but who visited last semester and we partied and made out a bit) and my old boyfriend nick (the one who broke my heart but i still think is a great guy and all that) played a show together at one of the clubs here in spokane. now, i thought it was just jeff playing because apparently none of my friends thought to tell me that nick was playing with him. the club that they played at however is one we go to all the time to listen to good music and thurs nights is when they have new artists. luckily i looked really cute because i wanted to look good for jeff. so we get there and nick is onstage and looks a bit suprised that chanel and i were there. anyway, the whole night was a bit weird then but i played it cool calm and collected and nick actually said, "hey, i know you probably came to see jeff but thanks for coming out anyway" to me when we went up to say good job. hmm....last night was odd.
ON ANOTHER NOTE: I AM TAKING CHANEL TO PORTLAND THIS WEEKEND. WHAT SHOULD WE DO? WHAT FANTASTIC PORTLAND STUFF CAN SHE NOT MISS? WE LEAVE THIS AFTERNOON, SO GET BACK TO ME QUICK.
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[31 Jan 2005|01:43pm] |
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inspired by the recent posting here is a quick update on me:
one: i love my new roomie, she is very cool, very broken up with her boyfriend and very into spending time drinking and hanging out with me and my girlfriends. also, got a lot closer to another girlfriend, nikki, this weekend. not that i do not love my boys and hanging out with them but sometimes you just want a girlfriendy chat.
two: hung out with nate sober thursday night and got very close to hooking up, hung out friday so not sober and kissed a bit, hung out on saturday night at zac's house and were making out in c.j.'s room when zac walked in. he was so not happy about it. he and nate are freakin best friends and well with the zac and rachel history it was so not okay for nate and rachel to make out apparently whoops
three: working all the fucking time and not getting paid enough for it
four: hating lindsey right now because she has become completely irritating about her fucking boyfriend not being here this semester
five: my italy plans for next year are coming along so well. many fun adventures planned. any fantastic ideas for not to miss things to do?
six: school is hard and lots of work and i am freaking out about how much shit i have to get done. i love all my classes however so that is good. reading frankenstien in my lit class makes me think of Mr. V and history class. oh....memories....
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| well shoot, its been a while |
[01 Sep 2004|05:47pm] |
school began yesterday. good times. classes are actually pretty kick ass. and believe or not religion looks to be the most work of the bunch so far. went out the first 2 nights here and saw all the older boys that live in their houses. adam and seth's house kicks ass right now. they have the bar upstairs that our friends made last year and downstairs is freakin c]Cheers. they have bar, bar stools, 2 tV's a comp with its own AIM name, and booths from a bar that closed in town.
already however after being here for 4 days i am getting sick. delightful.
the other boy's apartment is gweat and the fun new hang out place. my friend steve lives there who i love. but i am begining to think i like steve more than a friend. and that it goes both ways. we shall see. i suck at this boy girl going out shit anyways. we were hanging out watching movies all last night instead or doing our HW shit. steve was in my lap the whole time for some reason and man it felt good to be close to someone physically that you like that isnt trashed and/or hanging out with you for sex reasons.
so i've been reflecting on that instead of doing my HW shit once again. dammit
love you all
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| rachel's righteous crusade |
[02 Aug 2004|12:14pm] |
so as we all know i am intolerant of people that are dumb and have a hard time dealing with them in my day to day life. that being said i have recently decided to let these people know that they bug the shit out of me and a lot of other people. now, most people might think hey rachel, in a gun-toting town like longview perhaps telling strangers what they are doing wrong might be a bad idea. to those people i say, okay perhaps you were right.
this is what happened: i went to see a late movie with my friend laura last week. the main bars happen to be in that same area of town. while we are walkin to zee car this SUPER drunk lady lurches out of a bar and runs into me knocking me into the street and almost getting me run over. i am not so happy about this and so i yell at her and then try to walk off in a huff. she decides to screech back at me about being a fat bitch who was in her way and then chucks her stiletto at me. Yes, she throws her fucking shoe at me. it totally gouges a hole in my back and begins to bleed.
crazy small town whore trying to kill me with her shoe.
we just walked on back to the car and proceded to be amazed that someone threw a shoe at me.
shoot.
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[09 May 2004|05:22pm] |
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[25 Nov 2003|11:45pm] |
home home home wonderful home
tonight i had real dinner with my real family.
it was fanfreakingtastic to be home and listen to this my bro and i were chatting while my parents were out and he got drunk a couple weekends ago. i feel that i am missing out on being his older sister. i couldnt believe that. so i really have no other home news so this poat will actually be about flying.
i was on the same flight as nick which was fantastic because we spent the whole time talking and kissing and telling each oher how much we were gonna miss each other and plus our other ptown friends were behind us so we irritated everyone by chatting over our seats with them too.
my weird sorta cousin (like second cousin on two sides cause my family is interbread and messed up) was on the same plane as me. and when i got off i recognised his mom so i went over there and said hi and gave her a hug and all that and i figured out that i knew him and stuff and he didnt know who i was and was totally rude and blankfaced about the whole thing. creepy, yes.
MONTAGE ON SATURDAY HOLY FREAKING GOD I AM SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dinner at 5:30? too early? tell me please.
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| friends that are girls |
[28 Oct 2003|09:20am] |
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i am real real frustrated right now with my friend situation. i have a little group of girls who are my friends and i like them and all that but sometimes they piss me off and get on my nerves. you guys don't do that. i hate that. i mean my two closest friends are matt and nick. matt who is amazing and great and coming to visit me and nick in portland over christmas. and nick who is just great and makes me giddy and who i am in love with (shhhhhh). who is also a friend and a wonderful one. then the girls are just like, well, i feel like i need to have girlfriends but i don't like them very much. i need to find new ones. or something. grrr. class now, frustration continues.
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[23 Oct 2003|04:18pm] |
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sick sick sick sick sick. grrrr. i started another round of stronger antibiotics today and i have to take them for 20 days instead of the normal 10. 20 freaking days. plus i can't hear or eat becauseit hurts to swallow so i have been drinking my usual abnormal amounts of diet pepsi plus water and oj. i can't go to lacrosse because i am sick and the doc said not to do activity that will abuse my lungs for a few days. also, it is parents weekend and i cant wait to see the rents but also i feel shitty so it won't be as good, plus i have to meet nicks parents all stuffy and cranky. grrrr. i feel you heidi. leigh i am glad that everything worked out with travis. can we make fu of his name some more now? i got a new hat. i love it. only bright spot in the day. tears. sick. sickness.
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[21 Oct 2003|11:22am] |
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last night was great and so was this morning come to think of it. nick and matt and mannex and i decided to shroom. good decision. mannex tripped out and was freaking the rest of us out so we made him leave soon but the three of us just sat, stood, layed on the groud or whatever there for a good 5 hours. we were up until 6 in the morning. talking and tripping and just sitting with each other. i can honestly say the matt and nick are my favorite people here and i feel the most comfortable with them than anyone else. and it was cool cause we were all sharing this last night with each other and completely echoing eacch others thoughts on it and other things too and it just brought us even closer. and nick was like i can't believe you're my girlfriend and your tripping on shrooms with me. you are amazing. and it was pretty cool. if you want to know about the trip itself i will share but it will be SUCH a long post that i kind of want to know if you want to know about it. it was excellent. okay. wow. special. i love college and life here and also that i still have you guys and my other life too. hehehe. giddy. yeap.
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[19 Oct 2003|09:49pm] |
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knock knock knocking on heavens door. yes indeed. i miss you all. i am sober sister tonight. we have no school tomorrow and everyone is getting trashed BUT i have my GUIDE Leaders Project thing at 8:00am. tears. but it is fun watching other people make asses of themselves. hehehe. i am listening to "in my life" and tearing up. i love you. i miss you all.
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okay so i just slept through my italian class. damn me. i suck. i was at nick's until 4 in the morning, just him holding me and talking about every random thing ever. it wass incredibly sweet and yet now i slept through italian, which is probably my worst class. thank god it is friday. i love that livejournal recently has been a huge love fest for all of us. i am so jealous of leigh and hannah, you stupids. i want to go home this weekend. oh well, i am comforted to know that thanksgiving and christmas aren't THAT far away. does everyone get in wed. leave sun. for the most part? okay, i need to try to find my italian teacher. grrrr.
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okay, so yesterday it rained, not drenching rain but serious rain. and it made me really homesick. and then i read beth's post adn that magnified it like a million times. people were walking about in their big rain jackets and with umbrellas and it made me think about how the only people who carry umbrellas are tourists or wimps, at least in portland. all the portland sterotypes come to mind. people with shorts on but still wearing wool socks hiking boot and a northface. harkening to zarah's hiking trip comments: it's not a mountain if there isn't snow on the top or if it hasn't errupted recently. my halloween costumes always fit underneath my rain jacket. just little stupid things like that make it hard to be away. but there are great things here too. aparently naked snow angels is a traditional sporting event come late november. i just can't think that the spokane cool, funky traditions are gonna be as good as the portland cool, funky traditions. and know onw more thing i miss spending like 4352634534 hours wandering around in powell's. alright done, love to all.
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okay so i am feeling better about not having super close friends, i realize it will take a bit of time to adjust and form the close bonds that we had at SMA. i just feel like i already liked my friends (ie you all) that i had before and would like to keep those for the rest of my life and people always say that you stay friends with your friends from college not high school. i want you for friends for my life. you are seriously some of the coolest and smartest and most amaazing people i know. i feel that i haven't really met anyone that has as good a stories and laughs and sense of humor and discussing ability and taste in movies and men and books and everything as you all. damn it. i will though i am going to try to try to conciously seek out people i find interesting to get to know better. okay good move rachel. thanks i know. love to all and good night.
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[14 Oct 2003|12:16pm] |
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i lahve you guys. it's weird because i feel like i have made friends here that are great but at the same time, since i don't know them well enough to know all their little faults and weird things i still get really irritated with them sometimes. with all you i feel like i already know those things and just get past them and love you anyway. i feel like i have made good friends but not great friends and not a BEST friend which saddens me. i know i have time still but right now nick is probably thet best friend i have here and what if i fuck that up, then will i not have anyone? it is just frustrating, i talk to maddy at least thrice a week and to one of you at least once so i still feel really connected to that part of my life. it is kinda like hannah was saying about feeling more a part of SMA still, i feel that i am here and having a hella good time and involved and all that but that i might not really be all the way HERE. if that makes no sense forgive me i am still trying to work it out in my head.
also, side note: if you could kill anyone and you knew that the law would protect you, who would it be?
hannah, it can't be jason.
or me.
p.s. thanksgiving plans, i am gonna see you all, yes?
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SICK SICK SICK i am sick. grrr. i have strep throat. and i am on antibiotics and it is not helping. cough, sniffle, ugh.
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um, i met patty gormans cousin yesterday as hannah said. what you do not know is that we partied together last night. and he is hilarious and cutie. what a fun time. we chatted for freaking forever about patty and wow, that was a joy. we are gonna chill again sober sometime. also, last night was prof's and school girls at the crew house. um, my mom said i would never have an occasion to wear my lacrosse skirt. silly her! i looked hot and trashy, white button up with hot pink leapord print bra under neath and really just showing not hidden at all and my lacrosse kilt all roller up really high with these lacy ruffley underwear on and pigtails and wayyyy tooo much makeup, it was great. then we went and hung out at all the other parties still dressed like that. hehehe. nick was not excited about the guys that kept making comments and touching my chest. whoops. i forgot that dating someone means you can't do that. oh well. okay church and study.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!!
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okay, we played th cup game in the COG last night at late night. we were all sitting around at a round table and one of the jesuit boys started to bang out on his cup. then everyone else was like, "YOU know the cup game!?" so we started playing. people actually thought it was pretty cool and we had a rocking round going, nobody was fucking up. i just thought you all should know this because well the cup game is near and dear to our hearts. we are going out for wednesday night dancing and denny's again tonight but we might have to skip out on the denny's bit cause we have early tests tomorrow. also, everyone ini the whole god damn world thinks nick and i are hooking up including his RA and RD and they talk about it and give me little looks. grrrr. i wish we were but were not so i guess they can all shut the fuck up. it wouldn't piss me off if we were actually fucking around but we actually aren't and i don't want to make the freaking move and he isn't so i dont know what is up. i quit my job but they want me to train the new intern so i have to work on friday still. so i have to miss the GU game still. so i have to miss jimmy playing in the GU game still and he got all pouty when i talked to him about it. so i dont knnow what is happening there either.
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so we went out to the club last night. it is called the grail, which is funny so we made up a whole deal about how is was sacred space and what happened at the grail stayed at the grail. which is a good freaking thing because it was a fun night. when you go if your not 21 you get the L7 on your hands which sucks. then everyone inside knows your not 21 which sucks. but, we met some cool guys who bought jello shots for us (probably with the intention of getting us drunk and having their way with us) but the weren't counting on s being such good drunks. so we had those and we had already prefunked a little with some mike's so we were feeling gweat. then we danced and danced, which was fun but also the dj sucked so not that great. there were so so many people there and it was really crowded on the floor. there are little platforms, you know, around the room and there were these guys on one dancing w/o any girls. and they looked at the 4 of us and said to themselves hey there are four of us come on up. so we did. it was great fun. you can see everybody and so that was great. then you know we just danced about. we left and went to dennys for some treats. which was grand. i had fries with an oreo milkshake and dipped them together, delicious. so that was my night and despite being freaking exhausted and a little headachey i am good. i have work today for the first time! yay!
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[23 Sep 2003|11:35pm] |
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Also, as far as guys go. I have these three kids the “triple threat” as they like to be called. They are Nick, Matt, and Andrew. We talk all the fucking time and about just freaking everything and it is so good to have good guy friends that I can see everyday and that love me too. They seriously make me laugh all the time and it’s totally comfy with them cause I don’t think I would ever hook up with any of them. Even though Nick and Andrew are HOT, which they tell themselves and each other all the go damn time. I just can’t get over it. What a weird thing to have misses out on. The close and every day thing. Like I have my good guy friends, like Seattle Andrew who I love and would marry and all that, but just to see them and hang out all the time is so wonderful. I just wanted to say that. I have so much to do and I am tired and Io ho un esame in l'italiano domani! I have a test in italian tomorrow. Eeee! love you kids and hey gimmie a ring sometime after nine it would be great to hear voices.
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